Yes I am smart and attended classes at MIT. That’s not the point. You’re not stepping into deep water. The point is you are tapping into higher connected consciousness by suspending the ordinary mental chatter from our materialistic ego (and fear) based materialism and you know it. You’re actually not doing anything metaphysical or strange — it’s “real” … but we both know it is not “do a trick get a cookie”, higher consciousness is not going to give you the winning lotto number. It might do something funny like give the exact number but exactly one digit off. But my guess would be you know that. And my guess would be for the nice things you do (answers, healing, remote viewing, probability guidance) that you know that is not the main point. The main point is (in the broadest sense) moving away from fear and hate and moving to love and caring. I’m not practiced at doing what you do, but as a physics guy and someone who meditates and does a kindergarten version of what you do I know what you are doing. It’s the pure materialists, including PhDs who are laboring under prejudicially biased reputation fear of anything but material reality as they have paradigm constructed it that are in denial. Quantum physics is twisting them into pretzels.