Most of us dream about 1/2 dozen times a night and it is unusual that nature wastes autonomously activity. I ascribe to, more or less, Jungian theory and while the theory of an unconscious or some kind of field consciousness may be found to be inaccurate it doesn’t seem to me at this point to be “hippie dippie” — a fairly long list of articulate and intellectually gifted individuals support the idea the theory may have validity.

What I find most refreshing is the honesty in your reporting. My child struggled with schizophrenia for years until his death from the disease and western cultures avoidance of reflection and honest reporting on the mind is barbaric, dishonest and classic denial and repression.

My guess on the matter is you are finding expression and being creative (sex is a fairly good metaphor for that, there is an element of naked exposure and sometimes ensuing creations … called children). Have more kids, it’s entertaining to be introduced to them. Let them come out and play.