I wasn’t fascinated about playing the game in reading about it, I’m not that psychologically or emotionally healthy. I recoiled from the game when I read about it in this essay because I knew I would be bad at it and a disaster of a player. Pride, insecurity, grandiosity, judgement, anxiety, rationalization, discomfort, sense of inadequacy, comparison and I don’t know what else kicked in. Thanks to your honesty, Sasha, I deliberately downloaded and started playing. My performance is poor. I’ll play it more. As soon as I have an opportunity to be around someone not familiar with the game but who can crush my practiced attempts I look forward to publicly doing my best and it being low aptitude. I’m not sure the moral of the story but I have a sense I like it.